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The Month That Tried to Steal Everything

The Month That Tried to Steal Everything The Month That Tried to Steal Everything August. I hate this month. It’s the one that took Papa from me. The one where I hit my lowest point—the month I almost didn’t make it. The one where grief wrapped itself around my throat and didn’t let go. The one that still echoes with silence I’ll never unhear. And yet... Somewhere in the middle of all that darkness—me and my brother were born. Life began for us in the same month so much ended. How am I supposed to celebrate a birthday when the air still feels like grief? When I still flinch at memories I didn’t ask for? When I still wonder if surviving was a gift… or just a long, drawn-out sentence? The truth? I don’t have neat answers. All I know is—I’m still here. I’m still here, even when August rolls around like a storm that doesn’t miss. I’m still here, even when the memories claw at my skin. I’m still here...