I just want to hear the birds
ðŠķ I Just Want to Hear the Birds: Living in a World That’s Too Loud I’m autistic, and my world is loud — painfully, relentlessly loud. Even with earplugs and headphones, some days all I want is to step outside and just hear the birds. But it’s never that simple. Some days, all I want is to step outside and just hear the birds. Feel the breeze, catch the rustle of leaves, maybe notice a distant dog barking or a squirrel scurrying up a tree. But instead, I hear a truck’s backup beeper three streets over. I hear the low, constant hum of traffic, the deep bass of someone’s stereo vibrating the air, and — always — the ringing in my ears that never really stops. Even with my Loop earplugs in, it feels like the world refuses to turn the volume down. I hate that I need earplugs. I hate that I carry headphones everywhere like armor. I hate that just existing outside feels like fighting a battle my nervous system is already tired of fighting. And yeah — it’s unfair. I’m autistic, a...